i love more yet he don't..

And I’m aware.. I’m inlove but you don’t care?! Yep yep, you guessed it. My binding theme for this entry. Hay. How would I start it.



Honestly, I was quite hesitant to write about this because I feel quite strongly about the said lines. I didn’t want to trash it or do it such vile injustice. Ryt? Not fair but I also though a lot of people would more or less relate to this topic because I guess at some point they had once ‘LOVED” a person who seemed to be utterly clueless and oblivious to his or her affection. THE ONE SIDED PHENOMENON! Yeah! It hurts like hell!



When you think you’ve fallen for someone, the only thing that seems to matter is for that person to approximately reciprocate the way you feel for him or her. You make the person like you. But sometimes that MAKING-HIM-LIKE-ME process can be so excruciating! It’s always a load of mid games and the over-analysis of things. Especially if you’re like me who tends to shred everything into bits, every minute, single detail, nothing this spared.



I view this so-called process as a challenge but sometimes, challenges aren’t so fun anymore ryt?? Blurtly when the goal is too out of sight and out of reach. Haist! It’s like a quicksand, the more you struggle the more you sink. It’s standing on shaky ground, or in this case, no grounds at all. No one’s going to catch you. Maybe it’s only for the stalwart-hearted and the strong-willed soul. Like meJ



But in the end, who enjoys pursuing someone who doesn’t seem to give a damn?! Who enjoys being hurt all too often.? I bet no one. We reach a point where self –love enters the picture ryt? We could choose to continue but we know we shouldn’t. Maybe it’s time to realize that not everything goes the way we want it regardless of how persistent we are.



I’m in love but you don’t care.! Grrr! Maybe he does care. But not enough. Maybe he does find you wonderful, fun and nice but still not enough. And perhaps, he does like you. But not enough. It’s not enough for him to let down his guard, to take a step closer. And knowing with all that was said, that nothing is enough, you should find in that enough reason to slowly let go!.KAMAN! LIVE YOUR LIFE! But love the pain. That you deserve someone better. With love along with all it’s stupidity and beauty.



There comes a point where you realize you don’t want to listen to love songs. or watch drippy movies, or read love or schmaltzy stories. You want the real thing not a mere reflection of it.



So there it’s time to STOP! Stop not because you’re hurting, not because you’re sad, not even because you’re scared. But because despite of everything………





YOU LOVE MORE yet HE STILL DON’T..